Thank you to each and everyone for your sweet, helpful and uplifting words.
I cannot express how much I appreciate each of you.
It has taken a couple of days to get back here. It uses a lot of energy to be 'normal', so that people do not see the 'real' me. It would be too difficult to explain it to them.
It is really helpful to have this place to let it all hang out and to show the real feelings I am experiencing.
I worry about whinging too much when there is a lot of happy about. It is very nice to read about it and to see the gorgeous pics.
I will consider very carefully your lovely request for email correspondence. I do not want to become a nuisance in your lives, but I do, truly appreciate your offers and will contact you soon.
I have walked the dog in the sunshine and that's a Good Thing.
Thank you, my friends. xx