Today I have surrendered a little.
Decided to 'go with the flow'.
Not make any plans, or have any ideas.
Just get on with stuff.
A little 'home blessing'
(If cleaning the side alley and cat litter box/space as 'home blessing' lol)
I have to stop fighting the need to be alone, me time, whatever it is called.
There are people in the house most of the time and they come and go at will, with no planning, so that I may organise myself to go out, or not.
I am subdued a little, suppressed even.
Daughter is quite happy and that is good.
Middle son is ok and that is good too.
Eldest is the same...as ever.
And The FW is still a fuckwit.